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A few days ago, I celebrated my 2....something birthday. Was excited I was starting a new year at the end of the "actual" year. Fun times is the description I can give you guys of what I have undergone the past few years. I later sat down this week and took a different angle for this article....

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or those around me, I'm considered to be a HAPPY character. I seem to be a source of positive energy to some people while others tend to get the HORMONAL HURRICANE side when they tamper with the wrong wires and temper with my anger. Over the years, I have come to realize, despite the fact that I dish out the truth when necessary, I HATE been on the receiving end. It drains me because just as most humans react, we don't like been on the wrong but such is life. Gatta swallow the bitter pill once in awhile.
At times I question myself what I lack and just today morning I realized, I am been unjust to myself as my HUNGER for my own success isn't on the level that it should be on. I always challenge myself to be better than I was the previous day, but today I had a rude awakening that made me realize, I have to get the old me back.
Looking back over the years, I was a HEARTBREAKER... little did I remember of how karma can come back and bite me and I would be the one with a broken heart. Some people are embarrassed to say this out in public, but I no longer have shame when I say at some point in my life I not only had HAZARDOUS friends but I was a Hazard to myself. I was in the darkest zone in my life that now I sit and question myself; "why the hell was I letting someone have the better part of me?" Listening to Marvin's Room....story for another day...

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NGEL is a nickname I got  exactly 10 years ago. At first I used to hate it but it actually grew onto me during the years and I have my first boyfriend to thank him for the name...Over the years I have always been an 'ADVENTITIOUS and AFFABLE soul' is what some say I am.
AGELESS is something I don't have to say but it shows with my physique (just saying).My thought process is what confuses people at times because they tend to ask how old I am due to my face and thinking process differ completely from one another. My Twinnie always says I am AMBIVALENT when it comes to impulsive decision making. But shockingly what amazes me about what people comment about me is, I come off as an ADVISOR when need arises.

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he IRONIC part that I love about my life, is the levels of expectations that I blow out of the water once I get my mind hooked onto achieving something. I do have my low moments when "super gal" is nowhere to be seen and I just want to zone-out into my own "Keke Land". I tend to be believe I am a different being; UNIQUE is the word. Not too much though. Other than been told I resemble other people (which I find totally AWKWARD), I tend to leave a mark in people's life...97% is a good mark. Get on my wrong side to join the 3% wagon. Looking back, at some point in my rebellious teen life, I was clustered to be rowdy and yet I was never RECALCITRANT whatsoever.

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ANY is just but one of the words I can truly describe myself with...hands down. I do have my ZESTY moments here and there but they are toned down at times; ( and not the sour aspect :-) )
If I was to die today, I would so like to be a Tiger in the ZOIC world. They are powerful, the true kings of the jungle (YES lions are nothing in this comparison) and sooooo adorable when they are cubs. It's totally random but I would do anything to see a real tiger and maybe even pet it. I have a fetish for Pandas and Koalas. Those fuzzy things drive me mad. Too adorable.

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 am not a perfectionist; neither am I a KLUTZY person but I do have those moments and they come with a huge BANG!!! I hate the factor that some people have the notion that I am KINKY due to the presence of a piercing I have. It's amazing how some Kenyans are soooo shallow and narrow thinkers. Just because someone has certain adornments doesn't mean that they got them just like every other person. All my adornments have symbolic meanings to me. (Just for the record).
I tend to be super KIND at times that people take advantage of me and in return I end up been a silent vicious though meek innocent KILLER. At times it is toxic for my friendship relations but I believe once in a while one goes to a darker area to learn their strongest and weakest points.

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enturing into ENTREPRENEURSHIP is one of my goals for this year. I have decided to use my talent to not only generate income but also to give back to society. I am super excited about my adoption. Can't wait to be a mommy. Some people have told me so far I am crazy but what's crazy about taking care of something that is so helpless? Can't wait to meet my baby ELEPHANT in the next few weeks time. They always take my breath away and to think that in the next 10 years they could go extinct and I can help stop that, I'd definitely have a helping hand to help save them.

That's just a little piece about me. For those who are keen, you can pick out my real names and age from this article and other hidden attributes that are not necessarily written in the article. I hope you enjoyed getting to know just a little about the AUTHOR.