Wednesday, 16 January 2013

Your Eyes



They say, “The eyes are the openings to one’s soul”
Yours are the opening to an untold story; a story that leaves one to desire to know more and at the same time shut others out from knowing the unknown. Deep hazel; that brighten up each time you get excited to see someone, have a brilliant idea or simply standing in the way of light. Your eyes never give much other than “come again if you want to know more.” The desire that leaves many to wonder, “why?” if not, just move on with their life.
On the other hand, the cunning cat look. Brown in darkness and turn brown green in light. Scary would be one’s first impression but the adventure that lies past the sight is what takes my breath away. The ambition, anger, curiosity and selfishness are what control your eyes. At the end of the day, if you scare someone off then it works to your benefit for they were just a waste of time.
Deep colors like black, remind me of UFOs, “please don’t brain wash me…” was my cry when we first met. The fear of uncertainty would be running on my forehead with BOLD RED COLORS! Yet, with this fear, I shelter away from knowing the adventure and kindness that your soul possesses.
Blue; tranquil, calm and collected is what many would assume but do you always have your calm and collected side when your mind is fuming up with rage and you’re on the verge of exploding into 1000 pieces and cause world war 3? Or do you confuse me and lead me into wanting to see how deep I can swim into your ocean of life?
The environment; we should take care of it and conserve it. That’s what always rings in out mind when you think about the color GREEN. On the other hand, they say red heads tend to have more fun than blondes do these days and true red heads are known to have green eyes. Are their stories always about fun moments and bouncing around like bunnies?

I’ve learnt a lot from looking at people’s eyes. Some shut you out with a mere blank stare, others showcase their love, despire,sorrow, those who present fear, anguish, pain, anger and even uncertainty. It is true that our eyes say a lot about us, they do show our emotions and evidence appears when we break down…be it that we are happy or even when we are facing the lowest, darkest moments in our lives.
What do your eyes say about you?
Food for thought: Despite eyes been the opening to our souls, isn’t it true that we see more with the same openings been closed?

Monday, 14 January 2013

What if the shoe was on the other foot?



“You guys are solo dead when we get home,” were the words uttered by Ana. All she could think about was her warm snuggly red pajamas that she had left in her room with her cuddly bear ‘Mr. Snuffles’ and a whole packet of chocolate coated pretzels that she left on her bed. Wendy and Ruthie took one look at her and ignored the words that came from her mouth as they entered into the club. Trying to avoid events for this girl was her main strategy.
All looking bohemian chic with a slight hip hop culture in-tuned, these girls turned heads when they made their entrance attracting the flash lights towards their direction. “See what I mean,” wailed Ana. “This was not my definition of a chilled out girls night in you know.” “Ana,” growled Ruthie as they walked over to the bar to order for their usual Samba cocktails. “You needed to leave the house. You staying in sobbing was not going to change a thing. Get a grip of yourself and you never know what might happen,” smirked Ruthie as she got her cocktail and immediately got whisked off by an old friend. ‘Maybe she is right, I need to relax abit’ she whispered to herself as she watched people sweat their calories off on the dance floor.
An hour later, Ana found herself walking towards the exit, keys in hand and with one mission; team home time. She found herself bored to wits as her girls had left her all alone and were nowhere to be found. As she walked down to the basement to her car, she found herself 2inches away from a well physic man who caught her eye for a second or two. Examining him from head to toe, she knew he was not her normal kind of guy but she wasn’t complaining or even wanted to look away.
“Hi, off so early?” said the stranger with deep piercing brown eyes, dark chocolate skin, well chiseled body about 6ft1.
 “Umm…yeah. Not my kind of crowd,” stammered Ana.
 ‘What is wrong with you girl? Get your act together,’ screamed her subconscious at her.
 “You’re sure you don’t want me to change your mind?” he asked.
She shook her head and ogled at this wonderful creation that God had set in front of her.
“Well, though this might sound awkward but, I’d like to have your number and maybe tomorrow we could meet or something, if that’s ok with you,” he said with a dashing smile that she couldn’t resist.
“Sure,” she butted out.
With the exchange of cards, the guy hugged Ana, kissed her on her cheek and he disappeared into the elevator. She turned around, trying to bring herself back to reality and looked at the card in hand. Kody Geblano. Immediate distraction came across her when she felt her phone vibrate in her purse.
“Hello”
“Now you have my number. I can’t wait to see you again,” said a husky voice over the phone.
Ana smiled and replied, “Yeah, I now have your number, we’ll see about that.” With that, she hangs up and opened the door of her car. Got in, smiled at herself in the side view mirror and chuckled, “definitely a whisky drinker” and drove herself to her apartment.
The next morning, she woke up to find Wendy and Ruthie blacked out on the couches in the living room. With nothing to say, she passed them and prepped herself for her day. Her secret date with Kody would definitely leave the girls in shock because that was not the character that Ana was. It took a lot to for this little missy to agree to go on any kind of date.
The dates weren’t what Ana was accustomed to. Kody had much of a say in where they were going, what they would be doing and have her time always allocated to JUST HIM. “Does this guy forget that I have my own life and work,” she asked herself as she starred into her make-up mirror seated on top of his bed.
Day in day out, she wasn’t so sure about Kody anymore because he was more into himself and getting what he wanted. Control freak would not be the word she would describe him. POSSESSIVE CONTROL WEIRDO, maybe. Trying to fall in love with such a person was not Ana’s thing, especially after her heart was ripped out. This self proclaimed heartless girl found it hard to say the 8 letter word each time Kody said it to her which eventually led to a huge fight. Trying to make an independent girl to become a submissive mouse with no say was definitely going down as Kody was used to.
Ana sat and asked herself how she found the guy as a huge turn on, was slowly falling for his traits but yet have him leave her when she realized she was pregnant with his twins? Flashbacks came racing when the doctor gave her the results and she remembered Ruthie’s words “You never know…”

Is it really true that one can fall in love from the first sight that they see a person? They don’t know anything about the person? Not even their second name? What makes them happy? Their birthday? What disgusts them? Eventually end up compromising on one side? Does that really make sense or is anywhere near to been fair? Why do men even get the audacity to get the strength to hit women or even control them like they are their entities?
But what I don’t understand is why is it that men usually have this tendency of popping buns into girls’ ovens then leave them high and dry? What if the shoe was on the other foot? What would we be saying?

Thursday, 22 November 2012

Friday feels like a Monday

I'm usually not your ordinary morning bird and all. I find my fridays turning out to be Monday mornings because I have to be in class by 8 for a very odd class! Every friday morning I always get the call of "bragging" with my pals telling me of how the previuos night was OFF THE HOOK, I'm struggling to get my ass to school and they are now snuggling in their warm beds.

I don't mind waking up at 0545hrs GMT+3 every Friday morning. The think that buggs me is, why do I struggle to get my ass to class by 8 n my lecture walks in an hour LATER....Asin seriuosly? I'd have stayed home, had breakfast, sneak in afew hours of sleep...but NOOOOO I get my ass to class to for a basic typing unit....which....yes no comment and my lecture starts class 90 mins later....

My end of the week feels like a monday....or is mother nature playing tricks with my system...

Monday, 19 November 2012

BEST FRIEND NIGHTMARE



“NO! NO! STOP IT…LEAVE ME ALONE…” With sweat dripping all over her face she realized that her brain was playing tricks on her yet again. Only this time the tricks were reality.
Collette, a young chocolate complexion model, about 5’7 with short strawberry blonde hair had a lot going on for her. Every weekend, she would be strutting various fashion designs on the runway made by well renowned designers, if not busy running like a headless chicken sorting out events and weddings. Her weekdays were mellower, balancing school with her passion for written art. A simple calm and collected laid back girly girl who many knew she had it all going on for her. From her family to her friends, you name it…but the most amazing thing was, she had time for everyone including her man; Lucas.
With all the publicity and all, Lucas always shied away from been his girl’s #1 supporter. If he wasn’t sitting on the back seat, he was a no show. Collette always looked forward to seen her fiancĂ© at her shows but even a call to say he wouldn’t make it would have made her heart a little settled other than no show; no communication. The only person who was always there for her was a close friend; Giorgio. He was there for every make-up mess up to meeting several known delegates who he was able to share business ideas with and exchange contacts.
With no support from her man, things ended up going downhill between Collette and Lucas. Things got so bad that he packed his things, moved out without a notice and called off the wedding. In all confusion, Collette walked into a house with half of the things missing and a note explaining what was going on.
“A note…you leave me with just a note!” she whispered to herself as she placed it on the dining table and made a phone call.
Twenty minutes later, Collette was seated next to Giorgio in one of the restaurants explaining what had just happened.
“He isn’t worth your time,” he said in-between a sip of beer, “You deserve more than that. Now just focus on making your name and school and everything else will fall into place.”
“I wish it would be that easy,” whispered Collette to herself. “Yeah, I’ll get better. Waiter, another wine re-fill please.”
As the night grew older, Giorgio became more and more out of hand that Collette decided to drop him at his house, further more it was just a stone throw away from where they were. At the exit, Will; one of Giorgio’s old mates was outside in his Porsche with a call girl on the passenger seat. “Willy it’s a good thing I ran into you, can you please ensure Giorgio gets home safely,” said Collette. “Collette, I think it’s best if you spent the night at his house. Look how drunk he is,” replied Willy shaking his head glancing at Giorgio.
“No I can’t. I have an early morning tomorrow”
“You have to. I can’t leave him like this and neither can you”
“NO! I need to go home.”
And within the twinkle of an eye, Collette found herself thrown into the car. She banged her head on the floor and still didn’t understand what was going on.
“I am not leaving this car. Please help me,” cried out Collette to the lady in the car who did nothing but turn away as she watched Collette been dragged out of the car and thrown onto the floor by Giorgio and Willy. As she tried to scream, Giorgio covered her mouth and carried her into his house, threw her onto his bed and locked the door behind him.
“Giorgio, you cannot be doing this to me”
“Why not? You of all people know, when I want something I always get it”
By now he was stripped down to his boxers and was on top of Collette, removing her clothes. She still attempted to shout, but he muffled her with a pillow. She agreed to corporate with him and let him do what he wanted with her, furthermore he was stronger than her and him been onto her petit body structure was a disadvantage to her. He kissed her neck, moved down to her breast, tummy and knelt down to her thighs. “It’s now or never” she told herself. With a powerful kick, she hit Giorgio who went flying onto the floor. She got up grabbed her clothes turned to the man who she thought was her best friend lying on the floor and said, “There’s no way your raping me…”
Just when she was reaching out to open the door, her left foot was grabbed forcing her down to the floor; he pulled her close to his body. She tried hitting him with everything her hands could get to but nothing worked. She looked at him straight into his eyes which were now filled with fury and where blood shot red. “Please don’t! You’re meant to be my pal,” cried Collette with tears running down her cheeks.
“Whatever Giorgio wants he get” and true to his wants…..

Collette sat up on her bed, switched on the lights. It was only 2.30am in the morning. She lied back down with the memory of what her best friend had once almost done to her still running through her mind. She turned onto her side, cuddled her pillow and broke down into tears….

Case of the X pt.1

Today morning, I woke up to the most random and hilarious phone call…
I do believe that, when a relationship ends, one needs to understand and let go of what they had. It’s so interesting how pips don’t want to let go especially when they realize their other has moved on and are ready to move on. This not only happens to just women but also to men.
But we girls literally loose it…When you break up with someone; there are defiantly reasons why that were done especially if you were in the r.ship for a very long time. Months down the line, we still tend to hang on and try and fight for what was once ours, kind of cute but can be annoying.
Some people know how to let go of stuff while others are super clingy and obsessed to the point that they will bar any opportunity of the other person from moving on.
These crazy people have the following characteristics:
1. Mad calling
2. Stalking one’s residence…if they leave together, refuse to move out
3. Stalking on your every social network
4. Wanting to be on the know of what your x is doing….
5. Curse when the other is happy
6. Threatening to kill the person or oneself…

These are just some of the few characteristics I’ve heard of and experienced…I don’t get it why don’t humans just let go and forget…if it ain working out then…IT AIN MEANT TO BE! PERIOD…

Some please explain to me this madness…..